ITS THE HOLIDAYS! I am back for one post (: Or rather I cant guarantee another post. Laziness is just too tempting.

Anyway. National Library 11th floor with classgirls ystd (: history research sorta done. Then I went out with Weixin, Pp and Daryl ystd. Double movies and sushi buffet were great. I love pig time, free to eat as much as I want. Glorious guoza and scallops! Haha just realised I dont have any pictures of us together.

T4 at Rockafella

Rockafella- Charlene, Rosie, Claire and I

I miss the girls ): (plus daisy)

Orientation's over ): and I'm back in school.
Basically I really enjoyed the whole expreience, despite still feeling super drained. HahaI've made many new friendships, friendships that I will definitely treasure. J1s - ig15! 1t22! (: The time spent with all the facils, especially the kyuuka facils which I've grown a lot closer to over the 6 days. All the emails, sure-win plans, retarded episodes and def moments of bonding and friendship. Haha and of course gamemaster-ing with Jason, Word game at PA. I've never seen so much mud in my life! All the fun, laughter, water, mud, shouting, cheering and love. Genesis 07:01!

Homework is a chore. I'm desperately trying to catch up on work and lectures. History is irritating, I am lost in lit and trying to find my way in econs. Haha. Everything seems to be moving at a super fast pace, I feel like I'm lost in this whirlpool of activity. I need me time.

I read Rosie's entry and she made me tear and smile. Haha. I'm thankful for the many many blessings in my life. LOG, School friends, Classmates, Ij friends and the girls. Thanks for looking after me and loving me this whole year (: For allowing me to exprience, learn and mature as a person. I praise and thank God for the gift of each and everyone. Much Love.

For now, I'll be busy with orientation and catching up on homework :D

HELLO (: I've been so busy this week that I feel like I went away to Jupiter or Mars. But yes I was at LOG retreat from tuesday till friday. Then all the christmas stuff! Actually I've lots in my mind but I dont know where to start.

LOG retreat.
I found God again. I found those relationships with the loggers. Retreat made me realise that this group of individuals are not just normal friends to me. We are bonded not because of memories or fun, but rather bonded by the love of God and the willingness to serve in whatever way we can. This means that no matter how far we drift apart, the bonds will never be broken because God is within them. I'm not sure how to express whats in my head. I guess you just have to experience it yourself! Haha. I thank every logger for the openess, empathy, sensitivity, wisdom and love displayed during the retreat. More importantly, I praise and thank God for: the many many honest sharings, the opportunity to praise God in worship together and the fun laughter tears and joys. All the affirmations/fuzzies and all the silly moments :b A time of renewal and growth. YAY.

Chirstmas
As for christmas, it was beautiful sharing christmas midnight mass with LOG. Thank you for the many cards and presents. I hope the guys love the cacti! You guys better take good care of it and make sure it doesnt die! The girls will do inspections (: Haha. This morning was fun with my family, opening all the presents. It was touching to see my siblings so happy to receive something or so happy that someone else likes their present. Taking Joy in the joys of others.

Have a blessed christmas everyone! Love, Jess/Mummy. HAHA (:

Roseann complains (again) that because I don't blog, she doesn't know what happens in my life. Which is untrue. Anyway I had a great conversation with her last night (: We should do this more often okay. And I want to meet up with the girls. They seem to be meeting up without me. This is sad. Sorry sonn I cldnt go pick you up, cramps were terrible. But I'm glad you're back in singapore! Finally.

Yea I'm supposed to meet weixin nicole and poon at 1230! So that means I've gotta go get ready. After that it's shopping with the log girls? (: I need to buy my christmas cards and christmas dress please. Oh oh. I've decided that well. Lit can wait a while. I hate lit. Meanwhile, retreat planning is going quite smooth. So I'm not so stressed and I'm looking forward to retreat and time spend with loggers.

And you better come back soon. Before Roseann complains I'm grouchy again.

I'm back! Yup, malacca was quite good. I did a little bit of shopping, not that that much. But I had loads of fun with my family there and the food is absolutely delicious. Haha. Mummy caught the travel bug, she wants to go overseas again. yaay. Next year! Bangkok please.

I've tons of work left. The pile hasnt moved. It's still two essays. Lit essays. Kill me please. And I forgot what the details of Handmaid's Tale so I've to reread the whole thing again. Haha I'm getting quite scared for next year, honestly. a whole new year, with an even heavier workload. Alevels. How I'm going to manage everything, church school friends. I'm scared. Really. Send me back to primary one where I was all innocent and stressfree. I dont want to grow up.

I'm off to Malacca tmr, I'll be back on tuesday night (: Please don't call. Love.