All this planning is making me so tired. When all I hear is this person cannot, the other person cannot confirm, everyone's might be going away or everyone's busy. I understand really. But its getting so tiring planning this with like 2 other people, when it seems like no one is even coming or there's no support. Help me Lord. I'm really struggling not to be a bitch to people because I am so tired. Heal me from within, you know how weak I am now. Strengthen me to keep me going. I'm now scared to leave on sunday, to leave everything to joan. sorry.