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2007-03-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

ITS THE HOLIDAYS! I am back for one post (: Or rather I cant guarantee another post. Laziness is just too tempting.

Anyway. National Library 11th floor with classgirls ystd (: history research sorta done. Then I went out with Weixin, Pp and Daryl ystd. Double movies and sushi buffet were great. I love pig time, free to eat as much as I want. Glorious guoza and scallops! Haha just realised I dont have any pictures of us together.

T4 at Rockafella

Rockafella- Charlene, Rosie, Claire and I

I miss the girls ): (plus daisy)

2007-01-14T19:08:00.000+08:00

Orientation's over ): and I'm back in school.
Basically I really enjoyed the whole expreience, despite still feeling super drained. HahaI've made many new friendships, friendships that I will definitely treasure. J1s - ig15! 1t22! (: The time spent with all the facils, especially the kyuuka facils which I've grown a lot closer to over the 6 days. All the emails, sure-win plans, retarded episodes and def moments of bonding and friendship. Haha and of course gamemaster-ing with Jason, Word game at PA. I've never seen so much mud in my life! All the fun, laughter, water, mud, shouting, cheering and love. Genesis 07:01!

Homework is a chore. I'm desperately trying to catch up on work and lectures. History is irritating, I am lost in lit and trying to find my way in econs. Haha. Everything seems to be moving at a super fast pace, I feel like I'm lost in this whirlpool of activity. I need me time.

2007-01-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

I read Rosie's entry and she made me tear and smile. Haha. I'm thankful for the many many blessings in my life. LOG, School friends, Classmates, Ij friends and the girls. Thanks for looking after me and loving me this whole year (: For allowing me to exprience, learn and mature as a person. I praise and thank God for the gift of each and everyone. Much Love.

For now, I'll be busy with orientation and catching up on homework :D

2006-12-25T12:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO (: I've been so busy this week that I feel like I went away to Jupiter or Mars. But yes I was at LOG retreat from tuesday till friday. Then all the christmas stuff! Actually I've lots in my mind but I dont know where to start.

LOG retreat.
I found God again. I found those relationships with the loggers. Retreat made me realise that this group of individuals are not just normal friends to me. We are bonded not because of memories or fun, but rather bonded by the love of God and the willingness to serve in whatever way we can. This means that no matter how far we drift apart, the bonds will never be broken because God is within them. I'm not sure how to express whats in my head. I guess you just have to experience it yourself! Haha. I thank every logger for the openess, empathy, sensitivity, wisdom and love displayed during the retreat. More importantly, I praise and thank God for: the many many honest sharings, the opportunity to praise God in worship together and the fun laughter tears and joys. All the affirmations/fuzzies and all the silly moments :b A time of renewal and growth. YAY.

Chirstmas
As for christmas, it was beautiful sharing christmas midnight mass with LOG. Thank you for the many cards and presents. I hope the guys love the cacti! You guys better take good care of it and make sure it doesnt die! The girls will do inspections (: Haha. This morning was fun with my family, opening all the presents. It was touching to see my siblings so happy to receive something or so happy that someone else likes their present. Taking Joy in the joys of others.

Have a blessed christmas everyone! Love, Jess/Mummy. HAHA (:

2006-12-16T11:21:00.000+08:00

Roseann complains (again) that because I don't blog, she doesn't know what happens in my life. Which is untrue. Anyway I had a great conversation with her last night (: We should do this more often okay. And I want to meet up with the girls. They seem to be meeting up without me. This is sad. Sorry sonn I cldnt go pick you up, cramps were terrible. But I'm glad you're back in singapore! Finally.

Yea I'm supposed to meet weixin nicole and poon at 1230! So that means I've gotta go get ready. After that it's shopping with the log girls? (: I need to buy my christmas cards and christmas dress please. Oh oh. I've decided that well. Lit can wait a while. I hate lit. Meanwhile, retreat planning is going quite smooth. So I'm not so stressed and I'm looking forward to retreat and time spend with loggers.

And you better come back soon. Before Roseann complains I'm grouchy again.

2006-12-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'm back! Yup, malacca was quite good. I did a little bit of shopping, not that that much. But I had loads of fun with my family there and the food is absolutely delicious. Haha. Mummy caught the travel bug, she wants to go overseas again. yaay. Next year! Bangkok please.

I've tons of work left. The pile hasnt moved. It's still two essays. Lit essays. Kill me please. And I forgot what the details of Handmaid's Tale so I've to reread the whole thing again. Haha I'm getting quite scared for next year, honestly. a whole new year, with an even heavier workload. Alevels. How I'm going to manage everything, church school friends. I'm scared. Really. Send me back to primary one where I was all innocent and stressfree. I dont want to grow up.

2006-12-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

I'm off to Malacca tmr, I'll be back on tuesday night (: Please don't call. Love.

2006-12-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

All this planning is making me so tired. When all I hear is this person cannot, the other person cannot confirm, everyone's might be going away or everyone's busy. I understand really. But its getting so tiring planning this with like 2 other people, when it seems like no one is even coming or there's no support. Help me Lord. I'm really struggling not to be a bitch to people because I am so tired. Heal me from within, you know how weak I am now. Strengthen me to keep me going. I'm now scared to leave on sunday, to leave everything to joan. sorry.

2006-12-05T11:17:00.000+08:00

Okay I was feeeling super super happy from last night until I read sth. Now I feel sad/angry. This sucks. I shldnt be feeling angry, I've no right to I guess. But it's just super irritating. It seems like he's just giving up. I think I need to pray. I shldnt be feeling this way.

On to happier news. I had tons of fun meeting up with the girls last night! (: Thanks dears for the cake plus presents. I havent laughed so so hard in a long while with cake in my mouth. Haha. It's a wonder how even though each of us has grown up in our own way and how we see each other less now, that we still have so much to talk/scream/laugh about. I love you all much much.

2006-12-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

Soo and Rice made me smile. Not all hope is lost. I think.

2006-12-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Where are you LOG? Why can't I find you?

10 people at session today. core was like depressing. Where has everybody gone to? Isn't session a priority? Does the retreat mean anything to anyone? I suddenly feel tired and disappointed I guess. We've been like going around in circles for so long. I was hoping for a change or something. Isn't there the commitment to god and to the community?

On another note, the weekend was fine. Had my fun la, managed to finish a few books so I'm quite happy. Reading is good. It's free and it occupies my time. I shall read more.

2006-12-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

I am so bored at home, waiting to go meet the other loggers :D so thats something good. I finished part of my history homework. Well the asean essay la. It's a start, there's still tons of lit waiting. I played cinema tycoon just now. I think I've played most of the msn/yahoo games. They're quite fun okay. Hahaha.

feline/poon/weixin
Hello dears, take care in india okay? If there's any terrorist attacks, sg rsaf will come and save you! But seriously, keep safe. Eat well. Try not to fall sick all right? Sorry i'm not going to send you guys off tmr. Much love (: -muah

2006-11-28T10:27:00.000+08:00

I am back after an absence of er 3 days! What have I been up to? I went shopping with mummy on saturday and I attempted to start on history. One paragraph! I must finish it today. Determination jessica. What else, canteen. Choir concert. Surprising gen on her birthday! Step up. Nothing much to say actually, my life is pretty boring, considering the fact that I just bum around the house. Oh oh! I just went running in the morning and stupid daryl lim saw me. He was laughing and laughing at me. Evil. Whats wrong with me running. I am so unfit.

LOG
hello log (: i must say that it was really great spending time with all of you during canteen. a time of bonding and fun. it was also nice catching up and just talking to you all. laughing at ridiculous things, bullying the guys to clean up and counting money! just wanted to say that LOG has a really special place in my heart, thanks for journeying with me in my spiritual growth. haha RETREAT IS GOING TO BE GREAT FOR US OK. for us to find our direction, mission and place in the church. I'm getting so excited for the community to go back to God together. maybe that's why my spiritual life has been ok but a little dry, like as though something's missing. perhaps my spiritual life includes the community already. I love you LOG and God loves you too.

I will be still and know you are God

2006-11-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Just got home. I went for this clan association dinner thingy with my family and relatives at the singapore expo. The food was quite good. cereal prawns and this super yummy herbal chicken. The only problem was that they had getai like singers and dancers plus really really loud music. It was super noisy there, really couldnt stand it. Haha thankfully feline and sandra kept me entertained enough (: so yay. Tmr I will strive to start on history sea assignment. Hwk here I come!! Jess is going to be a nerd.

2006-11-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today I played MCF Prime Suspects (: super fun. With the help of my trusty sister, I will become a super good detective finding all the clues and solving mysteries! Haha and I watched drumline for the second time. Lazed around the house, went for mass. Yup the highlight of the day! I just finished smsing Celine! I havent talked to her in ages, so we must go out for lunch one day. I pray tmr I will be less bored.

2006-11-23T12:57:00.000+08:00

Hello (: so this is my new blog. Hopefully i'll be blogging more with this than the previous one. relink me.

anyway im super super super bored at home. i think im going crazy. i went to help my mummy iron clothes ystd. thats how bored i am. someone ask me out.